cards

I send cards to you two all the time....I dont want to send cards anymore or miss any more days. You asked me to come home...And I think we are FINALLY going to be together again. Dont have an exact date yet, but sometime around Kates bday I think and I don't know if we will tell her or not or if I will just show up. I just hope she is happy to see mom. I know I will be whole again and that's all I ever wanted.

Its a step in the right direction and I cant wait. Have to give notice at work and some time for the apts. Not much they can do anything, think they have to just let me out of it. I HOPE SO.I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT WORK or the apts thinks..

I was blogging to take the pain and put it into words ....it didnt bring much relief but it was something. But nothing beats the warmth of the touch of your husband and kid.